Skyla wanders back through the party, confused, and with a mug in each hand. Crowned_Sun sets mode: -m Jackal is sitting at the table having a meal. Finaly some meat...not that the food at Salas' place was bad... Skyla comes upon Jackal, and plops down across from him.

Skyla "My head." she announces. "Is spinning." Jackal grins at Skyla from across the table. "There you are! I thought you were still having fun in the ruins with Misati."

Skyla "Nah... we've been back for ages. I was dancing over there." she gestures

Jackal "Ah, is your head spinning from the dancing or the mugs?"

Skyla "Mostly it's spinning from..." she waves her hand distractedly, "People. I don't understand them."

Jackal "Neither do I half the time...although you can get the gist of it I suppose."

Jackal "See any of the Hill Folk?"

Skyla "I guess. Have you ever just run up to someone and kissed them?"

Jackal "Someone I didn't know?"

Skyla "...kind of."

Skyla "I mean. I think they knew eachother in another time. But not this one."

Jackal "Hmmm...I haven't met anyone other than you all that I remember like that...I don't think I ran up and kissed you." Smirks and takes a bite out of his meal. Skyla laughs, "No. I've never seen you kiss anyone."

Jackal "So who kissed who exactly? Did you plant one on Brightmane?" Grins and glances at the mugs.

Skyla "No... Misati did. And then he yelled at her." Jackal quirks a brow. "Really now...what did he say?"

Skyla "He said.. that he wasn't her property, her plaything, or her mate any longer. I think he was talking about all the moon-touched."

Jackal "Property...sounds like the moon-touched don't want to mingle anymore..."

Skyla "It makes me wonder what happened... he sounded so angry. Like Jhord did when I broke his favorite hammer."

Skyla "I mean.. they LOOKED like they were getting along well..." Skyla drains her mug.

Jackal "Well...I don't remember what happened back then. It's all fire and screams and I can't make sense of it. Well...maybe he just wants to be friends?"

Skyla "I dunno," she replies dubiously. "He didn't seem very friendly. I think he just wanted to eat her."

Jackal "If he wanted to eat her he probably would of. I think, along with the training and the weapons the other wyld moon-touched aren't happy with the solars in general..maybe we are going to mess up their grand plan..." Skyla shrugs a little. "Why are they so mad at us? We didn't do anything."

Jackal "I don't know. Maybe you should talk to him about it."

Skyla "I guess..." she stares at the bottom of her mug.

Skyla "It's much harder to get really drunk these days, you know?"

Jackal "Well I suppose a lack of getting drunk is just the price you pay for getting to wield a giant golden hammer..." Skyla giggles

Skyla "You're funny."

Jackal "What's the other mug for?" Nods at the OTHER mug.

Skyla "More drinking! Have you had some?"

Jackal "No, drinking should come after eatting. Drink on an empty stomach and you'll wind up not knowing what hit you."

Skyla "I know what hit me. Frothy." she grins and drinks from the other mug.

Skyla "Kissing is bad business, you know? I should swear off of it forever."

Jackal "That might be a bit early to make a declaration like that. Especialy if you're going to live as long as Salas said you would..." Skyla wrinkles her nose. "It's overrated. Just leads to trouble."

Jackal "Had much experience in the myriad pitfalls of kissing?" Skyla flushes bright red. "...no."

Jackal "Well then I wouldn't swear it off just yet." Grins and swats Skyla on the should good naturedly. Skyla belches. "Alright."

Skyla "You should kiss someone if you're so... pro... kissing." she gestures to the hot hill woemn

Jackal "Should I now? I don't speak the language. It might be declaring vendetta on their father or some such. Besides, elders like me are out of the running I think. How did Misati take Brightmane's...rejection?"

Skyla "Elders. Hmph. You're gonna be ten thousand million hundred years old. You're not old yet." she frowns. "Not so good. She wanned to be alone."

Jackal "That's no good...maybe someone should have a talk with her?"

Skyla "I tried... she told me to go 'way." Finnre`Merayen walks up to Jackal and Skyla, "I spoke to her. I delievered a stone for her to Bright Mane, and she smiled a bit before I left.

Jackal "Hm...a stone?"

Skyla "Hi Meeraaa. I've sworn off kissing. Which stone?"

Jackal "Must be symbolic." Skyla finishes half her mug in one drink

Finnre`Merayen It was a blood opal.

Skyla "With a letter onnit?"

Finnre`Merayen Yes

Skyla "She didn't!"

Jackal "She didn't?

Skyla "She was gonna show me how to do some of that stuff. But that's kinda weird cause she's not a boy."

Jackal "Some of WHAT stuff?"

Skyla "You know. Stuff. Like number seventeen." Finnre`Merayen looks to Skyla, "What sorta stuff?"

Skyla " 'm not sposta tell." Finnre`Merayen nods. "Then I won't ask

Jackal "Number seventeen? How many mugs have you had?" Skyla counts on her fingers, and holds up a hand, then thinks for a bit, and adds the other hand

Jackal "Hm. I suppose it's that chosen constitution..." Skyla belches loudly. Skyla thumps her chest. "I'm not even drunk yet!"

Jackal "Then why were you babbling about how it was bad to give stones and...number seventeen?"

Skyla "Yeah, seventeen's good. I'm not babbling!"

Jackal "Seventeen WHAT?" Finnre`Merayen thinks.

Finnre`Merayen "It's a good thing, yes, so what's so bad about us hearing about it?

Skyla "Can't say!" she says vehemently. "Promised Misati." Skyla giggles Finnre`Merayen nods. "I just wonder what 'good' thing is so terrible for us to know about... especially since she's going to teach you about it."

Skyla "I dun think i'm flexy..fle.. I don't bend right anyway." Jackal pauses for a moment. "What in the hell are you talking about girl?!" Finnre`Merayen pats Skyla on the head.

Skyla "Not nine."

Skyla "Issser more of this? I'm thirsty." she bangs her mug on the table Finnre`Merayen laughs and goes to get Skyla more to drink.

Skyla "You should have some too. Iss good." Her constitution seems to have gone rapidly downhill since she switched from sipping slowly, to chugging Finnre`Merayen comes back with a mug for herself and one for Skyla. "Skyla, you can have this if you promise to drink carefully."

Skyla "Whatcha mean?"

Skyla "I won't spill!" she takes the mug and tosses it back in one long chug.

Finnre`Merayen Just don't drink this too fast. Skyla belches. "oops." Finnre`Merayen sighs.

Skyla "I won't drink the nesst one fast. Promiss." Finnre`Merayen moves her seat closer to Skyla. "Jackal, would you get the next one for her?"

Jackal "Eh sure. Might as well try some of this while i'm at it..." Gets up to go and get Skyla and himself another drink...and waters hers down some. Finnre`Merayen waits for Jackal to leave then asks, "Skyla, are you ok? You're drinking quite a bit tonight, and there's your declaration to never kiss." Skyla leans her chin on her hands. "It's pretty tonight. Lossa stars." Finnre`Merayen nods and pats Skyla's cheek. "You're a good woman. So are you alright?"

Skyla "Yeah, fine. Don't wanna get yelled at for kissing. 'sall." she stares at her mug fixedly.

Finnre`Merayen Why would you get yelled at for kissing? Jackal comes back with a two mugs and gives one to Skyla. "Drink slow this time, remember." Grins and takes a sip from his mug.

Skyla "Cause, 'm not supposed to kiss him."

Finnre`Merayen Ahh, I understand. I'm sorry for you, Skyla Skyla takes the mug and obediently takes a small sip, spilling a little as her hand shakes. "I'm a good girl, right? I should be good."

Finnre`Merayen You're a very good girl.

Finnre`Merayen No matter what happens, Skyla, we all love you, and you're an important part of our circle

Jackal "Are you alright Skyla?" Skyla sniffs tearily, "You all love me?"

Finnre`Merayen Yes we love you very much. Finnre`Merayen opens her arms towards Skyla. Skyla falls into Mera's arms, dribbling a little

Skyla "I can't ever show seventeen to him." she sniffles. Finnre`Merayen embraces and rocks Skyla in her arms. "It's alright, It'll be alright." Jackal gives Merayen and Skyla an odd look and then goes back to his drink. Odd night. Skyla sobs into mera's shoulder, muffled mutterings about 'him' and numbers, and various negatives emerge barely through her tears. Finnre`Merayen gives Jackal a withering glare as she strokes Skyla's hair and rocks her. Finnre`Merayen watches for Jackal to start backing away with his drink. Jackal takes that as his cue to exit...like he's never seen a sad drunk before...

Skyla "I don't feel good." Skyla hiccups Finnre`Merayen pats Skyla's back and helps lead her outside magi skirts around the larger mass of people, staying on the edges Misati runs into Skyla and Mera as they go outside Skyla clutches Mera's arm, blearily, going wherever she is led Misati grabs Skyla's free arm. "Where are we going" she ask Mera, farely businesslike Finnre`Merayen keeps her other arm around Skyla's waist, keeping her steady. "Just relax, the cool air will be good for you."

Finnre`Merayen We are going to go sit down so Skyla can get some air and relax. Finnre`Merayen gives Misati a look that says, "We need to have a long talk." Skyla belches and hiccups. waving at Misati Misati just looks confused but raises her hands in surrender

Skyla "I got the hiccups." she announces.

Misati "I see that" Finnre`Merayen smiles. "Yes you do." Let's get you to a tree so you can lean back against it.

Skyla "I had a frothy, but it's gone. Where'd it go?" Misati stays where she is and calls "I think you've had enough frothies"

Skyla "Nuh uh. I'm gonna get drunk. Not drunk yet."

Misati "yes you are"

Skyla "Not uh."

Misati "You know you are supposed to stop, before you get sick"

Finnre`Merayen Just relax, we'll get you all the frothies you want. Skyla hiccups and giggles "I got the hiccups." Finnre`Merayen helps lead Skyla to the tree where she had met Misati before, sitting her down to relax there. Skyla sits down, and leans forward, pulling up her legs and resting her chin on them. "Hic." giggle

Misati Xocolatl is still lounging and regards Skyla curiously Finnre`Merayen leans close to Misati, "Could you help me get her some water quickly?"

Skyla "Did you know." she asks solemnly. "That water. Is wet?" Misati nods 'right' and goes to fetch water

Skyla "Cat's don't like water. Hi kitty. Hic." Finnre`Merayen sits down next to Skyla and watches her. "Skyla, how are you feeling?"

Skyla "My head is heavy. An my tummy hurtses." Misati returns with one of the large mugs filled with water. "Here, sweets, chug this" Finnre`Merayen gently pulls Skyla, so her head is leaning on her shoulder. "Just relax and breathe in the night air. Finnre`Merayen takes the mug and holds it to Skyla's lips, "Aren't you thirsty still?"

Skyla "Everybody loves Skyla." she sips a little from the mug, "Hey thissn't frothsty

Misati "Quite complaining, it's good for you." she says gently

Finnre`Merayen Yes, and it's tasteless because when you drink enough, you can't taste anything right. Misati crouches down next to the two, looking slightly the the cat sitting next to them

Skyla "Hey, I din tell them what seventeen was, Misati. I'm a good girl. Do you love me too? Mera says we all do, but I don't think so cause... well can't." She screws up her face for a second, then turns to the side and retches all over the tree's roots. Misati looks over at mera, truly confused and mouths the words 'number 17' Finnre`Merayen holds Skyla's hair back with her other hand. Finnre`Merayen looks back and mouths the word "sex" Misati looks really confused Finnre`Merayen shakes her head, indicating they'll talk later with a shrug. Skyla hiccups. "Is the feast now?"

Finnre`Merayen Here Skyla, drink this, and spit some out... it'll clean out your mouth.

Misati "Maybe we should put her to bed." she whispers to Mera.

Finnre`Merayen The feast is mostly over, Skyla, so you don't need to worry. Skyla takes the mug with both hands, and does as commanded!

Skyla "But i'm hungry." she wipes her mouth off with the back of her hand. Finnre`Merayen whispers back, "After she's done being sick."

Finnre`Merayen You should wait to eat till you're not feeling sick anymore. Skyla pouts

Skyla "But i'm huuuunnngrrryyyyyyy" Misati looks at Skyla, 'No' she says in a tone that leaves no room for arguments

Finnre`Merayen If you can not be sick for a while, I'll get you some food.

Skyla "IT smells bad here." she pouts. Finnre`Merayen looks to Misati and whispers, "She'll be asleep soon and forget."

Skyla "no I won. I'm not tired." Skyla is quite close, after all. Finnre`Merayen holds Skyla and rocks her gently again, ready for if she should feel sick again.

Skyla "The stars'r swirly like." she giggles. Her mood seems to be ranging all over the place without warning. Finnre`Merayen keeps rocking her and cooing softly Misati can't help but smile a little bit, as she stays crouched down nearby, still looking as graceful as ever

Skyla "Dyou think I'll ever get marriaged?" She asks, blinking her eyes slowly. Her eyelids have gotten so heavy.. it must be the swirly stars.

Finnre`Merayen Of course you will someday, I'm sure you'll find just the right person for you.

Skyla "What if he's gotta wife arready?"

Finnre`Merayen Oh, that's assuming the worst. Skyla starts crying again, interspersed with more hiccups. Misati looks questioninly at Mera wondering what she missed Skyla eventually trails off, and her sobs are replaced with rather violent snores. Finnre`Merayen strokes her hair. "It'll be alright, Skyla. You know how we all feel about you, right? Some just show it differently than others. Finnre`Merayen gently lifts Skyla up in her arms and starts to carry her inside with Misati. Misati collects the mugs and makes sure Skyla isn't leaving anything lying around Skyla dangles over Mera's arms like a lump. Finnre`Merayen looks to Misati, waiting for her. Misati follows along, fairly subdued Skyla just snores. loudly. Finnre`Merayen takes Skyla inside, asking where they might sleep, then setting Skyla down on the bed.

Finnre`Merayen We should talk Misati. Misati looks surprisingly vulnerable "What did I do now?" Skyla snorts, and rolls over, muttering something about levers.

Finnre`Merayen Nothing exactly, I just wanted to talk to you about Skyla. Finnre`Merayen opened the door for Misati. Misati sighs and walks though the door Finnre`Merayen leads Misati to her room and sits down on the bed after pulling a chair out for Misati. Misati sits down down with her arms crossed in front of her, looking vaguely defensive Finnre`Merayen looks at Misati without malice, just curiousity, "Misati, can I ask what your intentions towards Skyla are? From what she said, you were offering to seduce her."

Finnre`Merayen Don't worry, I'm not upset, but I am worried about Skyla. She's very vulnerable Misati thinks for a moment, 'when did she try to seduce skyla'...."I teased her bit, while she was pretending to be all grown up and wordly" Finnre`Merayen nods. "It is possible that she misunderstood. I don't know if she was thinking of taking you up, but I do know she's hurting thinking that the only man she'll ever love is unattainable."

Finnre`Merayen She's very young and has alot to learn.

Misati "Well I certainly I wouldn't kick her out of my bed for anything. And I had no idea that she had a crush on someone"

Finnre`Merayen She has it for Balthasar, and that's one of the reasons I think she was as drunk as she was. Misati cringes in sympathy, while she also thinks Balthasar is a babe, she knows his heart belongs to someone else

Misati "That is a hopeless cause, unless she's willing to wait a 80 or so years"

Finnre`Merayen I think she doesn't realize how obvious she is, so I would appreciate if you'd not let her know that you know. It would likely hurt her to know that people realize. Misati nods 'I understand'

Finnre`Merayen That's what I wanted to discuss with you. I'm glad you understand. I just don't want to see anyone hurt if it can be prevented. Misati pats Mera on the shoulder "You can't save her from a broken heart"

Finnre`Merayen No, but I'd like to save her from further heartbreak if I can. Misati shrugs "She'll just have to realize she can't have him, at least not now. I don't think he's given her cause to think otherwise"

Finnre`Merayen No, I'm sure he hasn't. I mean, he's obviously very happily married.

Misati "You can only do some much, when it's self inflicted"

Misati "Besides, she'll get over when another, more available guy comes along. And they always do" Finnre`Merayen laughs, "Hopefully, we'll see what happens. I'd just appreciate if you'd also watch out for her. Skyla smorts and twists in the sheets, muttering "No, no..you can't do that with my hammer..." Misati raises an eyebrow "Are you sure about that? I'm not the most trustworthy of people"

Finnre`Merayen I trust you, even if you don't trust yourself.

Skyla "Doesn't..go..there..." Misati shrugs "I'll do my best" Finnre`Merayen nods, "That's all anyone could ask."

Misati "So what was the whole thing about 'number 17'?"

Finnre`Merayen Something sexual, I'm not sure. Maybe it was in one of those books you found together? Apparently you were both looking at it. Misati eye's widen as she finally gets it. Counts to her fingers quickly, stopping at 17, then just drops her head in her hands Finnre`Merayen nods. "So you know what she means, yes?" Misati whimpers slightly as she nods her head, still hiding her face in her hands Finnre`Merayen leans forward and pats Misati's head. "There's nothing wrong with having found it. It was left there by Coranth, not you."

Finnre`Merayen Maybe he figured you'd want a manual in the... techniques of the previous times? Misati looks at Mera, stunned, before she can't help but giggle

Misati 'you've got to be kidding' Finnre`Merayen smiles. "No, I mean, you said Coranth was a bastard. Maybe he didn't want you to 'embaress' him or something. Or maybe he just thought you'd enjoy it as a gift?"

Finnre`Merayen Men can be quite silly sometimes, so why are you suprised.

Misati "Maybe he was just an ass" Finnre`Merayen winks to Misati. Misati chuckles a little before taking a deep breath, "Since we're on the subject, did you give it to him?" Skyla tosses and turns muttering, "I don't wanna try 9, wait..i didn't get to 72! what are you doing?" Finnre`Merayen looks confused, "On the subject... but yes, I gave Bright Mane your stone." Misati actually looks a bit fearful, "Did he recognize it?" Finnre`Merayen pats Misati's shoulder, "I'm not sure, but he seemed a bit confused. That's all."

Misati "Well maybe I'll get lucky and he'll think I'm trying to bribe, rather the remember what all Coranth recorded"

Finnre`Merayen Recorded? What was that stone, if you don't mind me asking? Misati pulls out her pendant 'it's one of these', and shows Mera Coranth's last recording Finnre`Merayen nods... "What do you remember of those times? Or do you just know from these images?"

Misati "I remember bits of it, feelings mostly"

Finnre`Merayen Well, Coranth abandoned his wife in the last days... that was the memories that struck Bright Mane when you kissed him. He knows you are not Coranth, and even said he will not judge you by that... but he felt utter hurt and rage.

Finnre`Merayen He no more could control his reaction than you could Misati looks up at Mera in surprise "You mean...she wasn't dead when I...i mean when left her?"

Misati ((oops he left))

Finnre`Merayen No, that is what he told me. He just wants us to understand that all the old bonds between our kind and his were broken long ago. We may forge new ones, but... we must remember that.

Finnre`Merayen I can see no reason he would lie, and it would explain why he felt so angry with you. Misati closes her eyes and thumps her head back agains the wall "Gods...no wonder he hates me" Finnre`Merayen steps forward and closes her arms around Misati, "No, he does not hate you. He knows you are not Coranth. He hates Coranth, not the person you are."

Finnre`Merayen He does not know you yet. He is willing to give you respect, and perhaps in time he'll grant us friendship. Misati sounds incredibly weary "I don't even know me, no one does. Gods I hate knowing more about a life lived thousands of years then the one I'm living now"

Misati "For all I know, I'm still a complete bastard"

Finnre`Merayen Just give yourself time and you'll remember. You'll discover who you were. But, ask yourself this... who are you, are you the person you were, or are you Misati?

Finnre`Merayen No! You are not a bastard... such is obvious from how you care about Bright Mane and Skyla.

Finnre`Merayen As I said, you don't need to be that person you were. Would you leave Bright Mane to die, if you could fight to save him?

Finnre`Merayen Honestly... would you fight your hardest to save his life. Misati pauses a moment and a tear rolls down her cheek. "maybe" she whispers "depending on the circumstances"

Misati "I can't say that I wouldn't do it again." Finnre`Merayen wipes Misati's tear away. "No, I don't believe you would. You are harder on yourself than anyone else is on you." Session Time: Tue May 02 00:00:00 2006

Misati "That's because they don't know what I know. And I can't say that if the situation was right, that I wouldn't leave anyone of you behind" Finnre`Merayen rocks Misati in her arms. "That is because you would see if you could do anything to save us. If you couldn't, you'd fight another day to avenge us... of that I have no doubt.

Finnre`Merayen You are a good person, just your path requires you to consider running more than any of the rest of us. Misati looks up and Mera "You don't understand. I don't fight. That's something Coranth and I have in common. We don't fight...we kill, there's a difference. It's not noble, it's brutal, and when I'm in a good mood, it's efficient"

Misati "When I'm not...it takes someone a very long time to die"

Finnre`Merayen "Yes, but that is fighting. It's a dark and dirty way to do battle, but one that is needed at times. There are those forces who have a leader that pushes them to fight for dark causes. And so, justice comes on swift wings to end that threat

Finnre`Merayen Your path is the path of Justice... balancing the scales. My path is the way of Mercy.

Misati "What I do is not justice. I'm cosmic janitor"

Finnre`Merayen "And is it not just that those who are wicked be given the punishment they deserve the most?

Misati "but what makes me any different?"

Finnre`Merayen Because you hold your hand at times. You know when it is right to strike, and when it is more correct to wait. Finnre`Merayen pushes Misati's hair back with a single hand. "That is the essence of good... you have a mercy of your own, striking only when it is deserved."

Misati "What if your wrong? This was done to me for a reason. What if that's part of it"

Finnre`Merayen No, I told you... I've seen inside you, whoever you were is gone, even if the memories are there to be reclaimed. You will never be that person exactly, for Misati will live in you.

Finnre`Merayen (live on in you)

Misati "My life was stolen from me. And the only person I have the vaugest connection too is my reincarnated wife who I abandoned and left for dead. What 'life' does Misati have? That name isn't mine. That life isn't mine"

Finnre`Merayen You have us, you have Nulam. We are here for you, now and in the future. You say that life isn't yours, then who lived it? Who did their best to remember their past and join up with us?

Finnre`Merayen Because, if it wasn't you, it certainly looked like you. A name is just that... a word to call someone so we can know who is being spoken to. Misati snorts "I joined up with you because some creepy old lady, who was smarter then me, told me it was the only way to get my life back"

Finnre`Merayen So one name is good as another... if I desired, I could go around as the Maimed Goddess tomorrow. But it wouldn't change who I was.

Finnre`Merayen Even if I forgot myself completely, I would never stop doing those things I believed right... and neither have you.

Finnre`Merayen But, why have you continued on with us... is it just to regain your memory? You could have found that with the Iron Mandarin. Misati shakes her head. "Names are important, they are part of what makes us who we are. You don't accept the name 'Maimed Goddess' because you don't want to become her."

Misati "As for staying with you... it's that or go back to serving beer"

Finnre`Merayen But would you need to do that once you remembered who you were...?

Misati "Probaly not"

Finnre`Merayen Exactly, so staying with the Iron Mandarin who could have helped you recover your memory would have worked... but you didn't

Finnre`Merayen Instead you followed us

Finnre`Merayen I'm not saying you didn't want your memory... just that there might be another reason as well. Misati shrugs, she didn't even think about whether or not she would go, she just went. "Seemed like the thing to do"

Finnre`Merayen Exact;u/

Finnre`Merayen Exactly

Misati "I dont' get you"

Finnre`Merayen You acted because it felt right to you. We accepted you fairly quickly, because it felt like the right thing to do.

Finnre`Merayen I'm saying, maybe we are together because it's the right thing to do, even if other things might be more convienent

Misati "So we're all over emotional and i'm not sure the rest of you are entirely sane. " she said recovering some of her sense of humor Finnre`Merayen laughs. "Yes, I suppose you could put it that way." Misati lets out a digusted groan. "How about I just 'screw this whole exalted crap' and go serve beer" Finnre`Merayen smiles, "Would you really be satisfied doing that for the next few thousand years, if what Salas said is true?" Misati gives Mera a half smile "ok maybe after the first few hundred years I might own my own tavern" Finnre`Merayen winks, "And in time, you'd want more. It's natural."

Misati "So how do I get him to at least not hate me...I..can't ask for anything else but I don't want him to hate me."

Finnre`Merayen Talk to him... be honest. Say you want to start over, this time both of you getting to know the other person

Finnre`Merayen Isn't that what you want? Misati shakes her head. "I can't have what I want. But I can live with him just not hating me"

Finnre`Merayen Well, then do that. I believe he'll give you the chance. Finnre`Merayen pats Misati's cheek gently

Finnre`Merayen If you give him a chance, I am sure he'll do the same for you. Misati raises and disbeleiving eyebrow and gives a overly dramatic shudder "You are the most toucy feely person i've ever been around" Finnre`Merayen laughs. "Because it is how we let another person know we care." Misati shakes her head "That is so weird" Finnre`Merayen shrugs. "It is as much a part of me as other things are part of you."

Misati "Easy for you to say. Now that I've managed to make a complete ass out of myself for the evening. I think it's time to put this day to bed."

Finnre`Merayen Agreed, but you didn't make an ass of yourself... just made a mistake

Misati "Yeah huge big one might even say an of gigantic mistake" she mutters as the walks out the door to her room