As Far As You Know

Jen speaks:

Alone again. Always, so alone. Is it my nature, to be Nixon like, to try to wander off on my own to deal with stuff? I admit, Nixon is one of my Anti-heros, some one I both hate and admire, that I see a lot of him in me. Especially now, as I walk alone thru these shadows of existence.

Well, not alone, still have the group with me, besides me, somewhat. Thanks to Manfred and his "Magic", that is. All bound together now, forever I guess, for our own "safety", what a hoot! Do any of them understand just what a danger "I" am to everyones safety? I think the Prince does, hence my "punishment". Those leaches did "more" than torture me; I can "feel" the change. I am stronger now, more Lasombra than before in many ways. They helped cleanse my blood of some of its impurities, less the tie to the old Malk of course, but I suspect that will end in its own way. Besides, the Prince probably tried to use those leaches himself to escape that. Maybe also a way to escape the stains of taking another Kindreds vitae?

So, now I find that Camerilla cities seem to be at a near state of war. Chicago vs Detroit. Hard to believe, but this makes sense. If a strong Prince controls a city, he is always looking for others weakness to exploit, even outside his domain. So, the Chicago Prince sees our Detroit Prince to be weak? Hmm, interesting. Some one who sees our Prince as weak, is... odd. I wonder why?

And how does Allica Lee fit into all this? A pawn of our Prince, no doubt. I must find a way to remove whatever influence that bitch feels she has over me, and fast. On that Mai is right.

As to this new position opening up, I fear I know who the old one will want. Me. After all, "I" killed Star! Besides, the idea of Randalph being the "VP" makes his own Clan sick; what a better motivator than to make the Ventrues enemy, a Lasombra next in line? Especially with another Lasombra taking charge of a Camarilla city! Set me up right and good, especially with a war brewing! Bastard! Keep me under your thumb, eh?

So, stay away from the old fuck as much as possible, keep clean. Wait, then why the fuck am I headed to the fort? Ok, Jen, time to start breaking old habbits! Lets head, instead, to the book store, see who shows up there, eh? Much better plan!

As Far As You Know